On January 25,2010, our family lost a dear family friend of the neighborhood. Mitch was the most energetic, nice guy that just loved life and his son especially. He was always here at my house if he wasn't traveling on business. It has been a tough couple of months dealing with his loss and I can't imagine what his 7 year old little man is going through.
School is really been hardcore this semester. I was registered to take 5 classes for the entire semester until I found out I didn't pass the Regents Test (for the third time). That totally changed my semester around when I had to add that Prep class to my schedule. 3.5+ hours out of my already long day... not what I was planning. Thankfully it was only a half semester class and I survived it. I am very anxious to see how I did. If I don't pass the test, this time around my chances of going to West GA are screwed! I'm just praying at this point. Also, passing the GACE the first time around would be nice as well... I want to stay true to myself and just get through it.
I have missed LPA tremendously. I have been so busy during the week at school that on the weekends I just want it to myself. It seems selfish and not like me, but I just don't know what it is. I have found myself wondering whether church is the best thing for me. I am going to go to church on either Saturday or Sunday to see if God can lead me in the right direction. I know it won't happen overnight and I need to recreate my relationship with Him, but it's just one of those things. I obviously can't lead myself in the right direction.
I hope the next time I update this... I actually have "good news". lol. Life is good though, and I'm just going to continue to keep my head held high and not stop. I realize I have gotten this far... not sense in stopping.